Destiny and the Wait!

How do you justify this wait,
When you have no idea
About the actual date?

It's like the destiny wants to
Test your Patience,
Along with this drama,
Which we call suspense.

Fate seems conservative
When it comes to disclosing,
Maybe it likes to create
That feeling of losing,
Before letting any of us get
What we want,
And let us feel satiated
And calm.

An internal calling,
A lasting wish,
A definite desire,
A dream that we admire,
A longing to find,
A fear to unwind,
A battle of the inner genius,
Seems a little tedious.