Longing.

Distance never worried me

Until it became a reality,

So dark

That plans seemed bookish

Fear seemed real

And pain took over

The feeling of cordial,

Everything felt still

At times brutally unreal,

Sending messages aboard

Of struggle and its sequel,

I never knew

The last time we 

Hugged and kissed,

That it would be so long

Before the next,

That our life will become

restricted to texts,

That our hearts will flutter

At the name of love,

But will silently utter

The wish to be loved,

Only if I knew before

Of the abandoned touch,

Of the feelings much,

Of the missing feels,

Of the kissing reels,

Would I have stayed

Longer and longer,

Maybe leaving never.